Tonight, I became overwhelmed with this sense of loss and deep grief. It hurt like I have never hurt before. I felt like I lost my best friend, no, my soul mate. I cried for over 4 hours, only stopping because I am exhausted. I never knew that you could cry so much that you don't just stuff up your nose and stop being able to breathe through it, you stuff yourself up so badly that even your Eustachian tubes get blocked and hurt.
I talked to two of my confidantes but am no more comforted than before (not that they did not try). All I can do is to cry out to my God. I know He sees what is going on. I know He feels my pain. I know He cares and I know that He is not abandoning me. I know that He will make everything right according to His will and purposes.
I know that my God is all I have, and so I cry out to Him.
I talked to two of my confidantes but am no more comforted than before (not that they did not try). All I can do is to cry out to my God. I know He sees what is going on. I know He feels my pain. I know He cares and I know that He is not abandoning me. I know that He will make everything right according to His will and purposes.
I know that my God is all I have, and so I cry out to Him.
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