I had a brief conversation with one of my mentors the other day. We had not talked for a while and I was just king of giving a 2-minute update on the last 6 months. One of the things I mentioned that I think I should return to life insurance but I am still feeling a little anxiety about it. And my mentor's response was, "Is it anxiety or lack of peace?"
That was a great question. Unfortunately, I have not been able to figure out the answer. I thought I had settled it a few weeks ago, and yet I am dealing with the same questions from the summer. Basically, what should I be doing?
I feel kind of aimless. I want to try so many things, yet there are only a few feasible ones because of limitations. I will be honest. The main limitation is financial -- I have bills to pay. And therein lies one of my frustrations. Life is meant to be lived and experienced! What am I doing with my life? What does God want me to do? How am I making any impact? Am I living the life that pleases Him, and brings honour and glory to Him?
Life is meant to be lived... and I feel like I am stuck.
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